By Myself

If I turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
then they’ll Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer

Point of Authority

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else takes you out of the frame
And puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run a race
The pace is too fast
You Just won't last

You love the way,
I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away, if I give in
My life,my pride is broken

You like to think you're never wrong (You live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like you're someone (You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you (You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share what you've been through (You live what you’ve learned)
You love the things I say I'll do

The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away,when I give in
My life,my pride is broken
You like to think you're never wrong (You live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like you're someone (You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you (You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share what you've been through (You live what you’ve learned)

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else takes you out of the frame
And puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run a race
The pace is to fast
You Just won't last

You like to think you're never wrong (You live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like you're someone (You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you (You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share what you've been through(You live what you’ve learned)
You like to think you're never wrong

(Forfeit the game)(You live what you’ve learned) You have to act like you're someone
(Forfeit the game)(You live what you’ve learned)
You want someone to hurt like you (Forfeit the game)(You live what you’ve learned)
You want to share what you've been through (You live what you’ve learned)

I'm on my way to the court tomorrow

Tomorrow Anwar will go to court. The court will read his charges and he will plead not guilty. Court will fix a hearing date, anwar will be free and run for parliament. If he wins, he will still pursue with the case to show that he is transparent (if he close the case, people will say he is corrupt). I think he very much wants the case to go on to show the world that who are involved in the conspiracy to topple him.

but there's one thing i'm afraid of, knowing the power are in their hands, they can do wonders to ensure that Anwar will not regain his power and correct the wrong doing of corrupt office bearers.

my two cents.

What's actually behind this?

The recent umno and pas talk has somehow invited various opinion from the public especially the non malays who voted for PAS. the way i look at it, UMNO is now in hot soup with the long pending power struggle within the party. after the 12th GE, we've seen UMNO down badly. To make things worst, the recent fuel price hike has angered most of the malaysian. Realising that they cannot get back the support from the malays, the only way to get malay support is within PAS. Out of desperation to form its own government, PAS willingly went to talk to UMNO with the hope of getting what they have long dreamed for. PAS move has also upset the members in PR and is seen as back stabbing other members.

The way i look at it, if PAS still continues with its intention, PAS will be incarcerated by the non muslim voters and not to forget the malays who despice UMNO so much. It's not a good move by PAS. The strength now lies in PKR which is multi racial and talks about Perpaduan Rakyat Malaysia, not perpaduan melayu or islam. What made PAS think that UMNO is the best partner for them to build an Islamic country? One thing for sure, we know this will never happen.

So dream on until your dream comes true...